I'm blinded by fear
Disguised as love
I refuse to listen
To words conflicting
Afraid to speak
of the ties that bind me
Before I realize
My life's behind me
My facade inadiquate
My habits revealing
I follow the path that is most appealing
This downward spiral driven by misery
Only to be dulled by blissful ignorance
Ride the chaos into pain
My stronger attributes will remain
Transcend ego and find true love.
No longer defined by a god above.
This sinusoidal wave of misery and happiness
Follows me to the grave.
The love I've chosen echoes in the seas of chaos
My body might be gone but my affect is not at loss.
