Heartfelt

Her?

Intuition in an aura
Infecting all in its wake.
Charisma in sound
Wisdom in sight.

Me?
Silk strand in the dark
Star among suns

David among Goliaths
What are the chances
That I'd be the one
Fear in her vicinity, haunted by my past
Relapse?
No

Earth's revolution continues
Depression going insane
Empty hours adding
Days multiplying
Diminishing hope
Change postponed
Disoriented faith
Undecided path
Misery or pain
Cold or warmth
Love or lust

Without You

When we are together i can only wonder
if i'm doing the right thing.
i try to run through the scenarios in my head
while the decisions i come up with tend to lead to more complicated questions.
questions that torment me
eat at my brain as i try to comprehend the meanings of Your actions.
Trying so hard,
i lose sight of the goal.
Love.......what a goal to have.
Even as i say these words i realize,
showing that i love You takes much more than feeling it myself.
Intimate times seem too inadequate.
to express the warming sensation every time i see Your face.
That Face that makes me smile when It's happy,
Frown when It's mad,
Depressed when It's sad.
It's that smile that brings out my true love for you.
That love that i have placed in Your hands,
ready to be cradled or crushed.
Sometimes it seems like you take care of it better than i do.

Confined

The way you hold those feelings inside you
I try to break through that shell
It's either heaven or hell
The way those words bite through
Oh, the way they disguise you
though i cannot help that I love you despite you
I just look through it knowing that you have moments, like I do
That's when you show that love which resides
When you look at me with that glint in your eyes
That's when I see, how possible it can be
That the love inside you
Is reflected in Me.

Just Me

Well that is easy,

I don't mean it

so why lie to you?

I'm not gonna tell you things just to make you happy,

I'm gonna tell you what I think.

Cause it's me

Cause it's not what you want me to be.